Esther 5:13

“Yet all this availeth me nothing, etc.] Is not equal or sufficient for me; it gives me no satisfaction and contentment: so long as I see Mordecai the Jew sitting at the king’s gate: not rising up to bow unto him; this single circumstance spoiled all his joy and pleasure.”

“Availeth - Gives me no content. Such torment did his envy and malice bring upon him. Sitting - Enjoying that honour and privilege without disturbance, and denying me the worship due to me by the king's command. Thus tho' proud men have much to their mind, if they have not all to their mind, it is nothing. The thousandth part of what Haman had, would give a modest, humble man, as much happiness as he expects to receive from anything under the sun. And Haman as passionately complains, as if he was in the lowest depth of poverty! Esther 5:14”

“Yet all this: Pride will ever render its possessor unhappy. Haman, though possessed of immense riches, glory, and honour, and the prime favourite of his king, is wretched, because he could not have the homage of that man whom his heart even despised! Oh, how distressing are the inquietudes of pride and vanity. Kg1 21:4-6; Job 15:20, Job 18:4; Ecc 1:2, Ecc 1:14; Phi 4:11, Phi 4:12 Esther 5:14”